Fate / Destiny

I feel like a change is coming in my life, something good, I’m just not sure when.

It makes me wonder if perhaps it hasn’t happened before because I wasn’t ready or because certain things wouldn’t have happened then the way they would now.

It also makes me think that perhaps our lives are in some way planned out. Not the whole journey but maybe just a few interesting stops along the way and maybe the odd detour.

I’m in love

Ok I sat down the other night and watch the film ‘Forgetting Sarah Marshall’ which is a great film, Jason Segel does a great job as both star and writer, all in all a good film. Except while i was watching it I fell in love with Mila Kunis, and I don’t mean I think she’s great or I think she’s ‘hot’ or I mean I love her character, I mean on some level I feel that she is the one I am meant to be with.

Crazy I know but I just can’t get this feeling out of my head. This leaves me with two possibilities 1) I’m a crazy idiot and I’m wrong or 2) I’m right. And since I don’t really believe I have the capacity to be wrong and I am neither crazy nor an idiot it must be option 2.

Sadly there are a few small problems:

• I live in England she lives in America

• She’s engaged to someone

• She would very likely think I’m mad

However I don’t see these as problems because I really want to move anyway and would move anywhere with/for the right person and if I am right, if I’m not crazy and this is meant to be then the other two will work themselves out. But of course it would take a miracle, or maybe fate, or destiny, or something for anything to ever happen. If she should ever read this I hope she see’s that as fate, serendipity, and not umm a crazy guy. After all everyone should believe that anything is possible and if people didn’t take chances or have dreams we’d probably not be here.

Coincidentally this would make a great story for a movie, and if anyone wants to make it into a movie I’ll glady tell you how I see the rest of the story going and how I think it ends