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Something I don’t understand is the adult desire for the ‘norm’.
As children we spend our lives wanting to be astronauts or policemen, cowboys or commandos, superheroes or stuntmen. Then we grow up and we lose all that, we lose it to our pursuit of two things money and status or ‘a good well paid job’.
The blokes try and get the best looking girls; the girls try and get the ‘hunky’ guys. We try to meet someone so we can settle down, have a nice little house, eat out now and then, sex on Saturdays, garden centre on Sundays, week in week out 2 weeks holiday in the summer Christmas tree and presents.
Makes me want to blow my fuckin brains out.
Its all so … dull
You know what I want, I want a woman who thinks about things like I do, who’s last thought wasn’t ‘hmm does this colour suit my nails’ someone wants to be a break from ‘the norm’ someone who chooses to be extraordinary instead of just… ordinary.
I have so many questions and not enough answers, and the problem is all my questions are the big ones, the ones there are no answers too.
Are we alone in the universe?
Is there life after death?
Who and what am I?
Am I the centre of the universe?
The last one, you might think is egotistical, but break it down. I know I am real, I think and feel and see and hear and touch and taste, I experience it all, I know that, it is 100% true, its fact, its real, its undeniable.
but what about you? I don’t know you are real? I don’t know if you think or feel, see or hear, touch or taste. I can only take your word for it that you are.
what if YOU are the centre of the universe and I’m just a part of your life.
Ya know what I was thinking today?
I can quite easily see how or why people go insane, its actually very easy, you look around and suddenly the world just makes sense in a strange why. Its like suddenly everything is so very clear. Not that I’m insane, I can just see how easy it is.
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I’m still convinced I can alter the real world to suit choices I have made, but still cant figure out how.
You know if I am the only real person and this is all to suit me, who the hellwrote the script cos I’m sure I would have made a few things a lot different.
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Have fun people cos sooner or later the fun will stop.
